Odd one out.

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I have to be one of the only people I know who doesn't look forward to the weekends. I can't look forward to sleeping in, because Graysen has me up between 5 and 6. And I usually can't look forward to plans because I often have Graysen with me. I don't go out much, and I guess that's #parentlife. But I do miss being able to go out every so often. I don't have many sitter options, like, at all. And his dad often "picks up a shift" or somehow gets scheduled to work late or switches weekends. In other words, he's not that reliable. But, I mean, that's okay. But as a result, especially because it's winter, I usually end up really bored on weekends which leaves me a bit frustrated. So I look forward to the week days where I can go to work and pass the day more efficiently. 

I think another part of my blah mood is that David is in training right now and not really allowed to use his phone so I only hear from him once or twice per day. And that totally sucks. It has a bigger impact on me than it maybe should. I just end up feeling bored and lonely. He's the person I talk to the most. So when that's suddenly gone I'm just kind of like, hm. 

Today wasn't terrible. I wasn't able to really go out and do anything (and it was too cold for me to want to) but I still dressed up in a cute-ish outfit. And I still did my hair cute with a hair styling utensil I don't even know what it is called but bought as a special package last year. Took care of some bills, and have to get ready for my court date with my son's father to talk about child support, yay. I don't think I'd mind if the courthouse wasn't downtown. I hate downtown. The driving is annoying because of so many one way streets and parking is horrible. Sigh. And I'll have to wait in line to get through security so, that'll be fun. Sort of. 

We did go out to eat and the food was awesome. But, naturally, I ate too much and I'm surprised my pants aren't more snug. I suppose my day wasn't that interesting.. I've just been blah throughout the day while simultaneously doing things to try and pick up my mood. At least I tried. 

But, I suppose, the tyrant needs a bath, so I should get on that. Them terrible twos are no joke.

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